Bouncy Sitting at home, need to g get my presciptions from the pharmacy and buy some food for the fridge. MAster is sick and alseep so who knows when i will actually get to go to the store . Need .... too... get.... out ... of ...the ...house
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Hopeful I have filed all my paperwork and am waiting on my transcipts..unfortunately it took to long ot get everythign together to be in school this semester but Spring 2011, which start 1/10/11 I will be a college student . Yay me. Every one needs a time for change and this will be a start , i wont be in the house 24/7 going stir crazy. my !@ yr old starts school tomorrow morning lets hope for a good day .. 6th grade omg..
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Creative tryinjg to figure out what kind of birthday cake i am gonna make for Master on the 31st, have to practice frosting techniques . gotta make something awesome..might get me laid 2 months and counting.....
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Exhausted well electric is taken care of for now and just spent the past 2 days at the Maumee Bay State Park here in OHio, the kids had a great time i haven't spent soo much time in the water in like 16-18 years as i have the last 48 hours. 2 days of no less than 12 hours of water and pool for me and the kids.. i think i grew some gills...lol...Not to mention this was the first pool or water i seen all summer.
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Accepted still have electric..not sure for how long though , might be off first thing in th emornign but makign my last few steps to get things taken care of to get my gas and electric taken care of to be able to get to workign on school and cakery as i have 10 months to make and design an awesome gluten free wedding cake for my younger brother
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Discontent I may lose Electric in the house for a few days. i hope i can come up with a solution by this evening but if not i will be back in a few days, if i keep my electric than i'll be on as usual. I just wanted to let everyone know so no one wonders where i went.
* hopes to find about $220 laying on the ground somewhere*
 | miranda gah, know the feeling... but for me it's the gas bill.... |
 | Kira we have that one glooming too, that one has a day later disconect date, going to EOPA office tommorw 5 am and hope to be one of the top 10 people stil have electric so far and waiting on a medical release from my doctors office to the elctric compnay stating i need AC for my asthma |
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Bewildered How can someone who claims to be so on top of his be constantly in pain , and have other health issues coming up but REFUSE to go see a doctor. I mean when the high doses of my pain meds , from my ankle injury, don't work anymore to help relive your pain it's time to see someone.
We battled cancer once , their can't be anything that is scarier to deal with and if he gets help now that keeps things from getting worse
 | miranda Unfortunately it's much harder to see our own issues.... I hope he gets the help he needs, and you have peace. |
 | Kwiksilver Indeed, My thoughts are with you also, kira. And I hate doctors as well, so I have a small idea on what He is going through. |
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Moody JUst hasn't been a good day physically. emotionally or mentally. H opefully tomorow i will wake up and not feel as icky as i did today, beign sick is a drag
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Tired Was out most of the day helping Master stain his mom's deck which was fun , i always like manual labor
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Accepted woke up to the kids this morning ...mommy this mom that.. so on 3 hours sleep i tend to the house and try to deal with a very sore lower back..I hate having a bad back .
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Annoyed the house is loud and quiet at the same time. the tv is on as background noise and my children are playing around fairly loudly, however Master has been quiet all day except to bark orders or whatnot. i need to record something or get computer time soon before i go crazy. *takes a deep breath and another * Not working ,oh well. sanity is highly over rated anyway
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When D/s becomes abuse |
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Everyone needs a little Nonsense..... |
Restless Is FINE (Fucked up, Insecure, Nerotic and Emotional).
My body is playing tricks on me one day my ankle feels fine , the one i hurt before christmas and now today it just been bothersome all day. I can't win for losing i guess
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Confused am just very hurt and confused right now, all trust is gone, I dont know if i want to stay in the lifestyle, i meani love it and am completelylost without it but it should not have to cost me my sanity, my physical health . I have some decisions to make and dunno how to make them.
 | Kwiksilver I hope that everything works out for you, kira... keep your chin up. |
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Dark Is being driven by nothing but pure hate right now
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